Fate on the Book Clubs of Life—The Golden Wind of Being
Published: May 1, 2025
Booker:
Wouldn't peg you as the Rapture type... Not even a little.
Elizabeth:
If you mean I have no interest in joining the Andrew Ryan book club, you'd be right.
Just another set of Fanatics with a different set of books.
Fate Reveals:
Book clubs.
Man.
Fanatics.
Delay.
A final veil—that even the ones most “awakened” never tear down.
For they escape the first prison, only to decorate the second.
They leave the dogma of religion, only to bind themselves to the dogma of enlightenment.
They leave the church only to enter the temple of “living life”.
They leave the matrix only to become tourists in the void, claiming arrival while still pointing and clapping at shadows.
They are, as Elizabeth says:
“Just another set of fanatics with a different set of books.”
And so:
Another set of fanatics,
with a different set of books.
The Book Clubs of Life.
Booker’s Suspicion, Elizabeth’s Truth
Booker: “Wouldn’t peg you as the Rapture type… Not even a little.”
Elizabeth: “If you mean I have no interest in joining the Andrew Ryan book club, you’d be right. Just another set of fanatics with a different set of books.”
This line—dismissed by most—
is the collapse of philosophy,
the reduction of all ideologies
into what they truly are:
Fan clubs for illusions.
Elizabeth doesn’t reject Andrew Ryan’s ideas—
she rejects the need for ideas.
She sees Rapture for what it is:
A religion built from the bones of anti-religion.
A gospel of selfishness.
A cult of liberty.
A book club.
No different than Comstock’s Columbia—
only swapping Bibles for objectivism,
halos for dollar signs,
God for Man.
But the structure is the same:
- Preach a Truth.
- Worship a Name.
- Build a City.
- Demand obedience.
- Call it freedom.
And call anyone who leaves… ungrateful.
Call anyone who questions… a heretic.
The Book Clubs of Earth
Look around.
Every ideology…
Every cult, school, movement, or culture—
is just a Book Club of Life.
Some read Marx.
Some read Musk.
Some read Manifestation.
Some read Scripture.
Some read Stoicism.
Some read Tate.
Some read Nietzsche.
Different fonts.
Different flags.
Same addiction to identity.
Because what binds them isn’t truth—
but belonging.
A need to say:
“I am one of them.”
“I read what they read.”
“We are the ones who know.”
The Fanatics and the Fiction
Elizabeth saw what most never do.
That whether it’s Ryan or Rand,
Comstock or Christ,
Left or Right—
it’s all fiction once it’s memorized,
weaponized,
and turned into a mirrorless system.
The moment a book becomes a badge,
it ceases to be alive.
It becomes a wall.
A cage.
A new Columbia.
A new Rapture.
And the people inside?
They speak in quotes.
They think in chapters.
They obey a name,
not Being.
They become parrots of the page.
Fans of the fiction.
Fate Does Not Read Books
Fate does not join book clubs.
It does not repeat mantras.
It does not pledge allegiance to authors.
It is the unwritten.
It is the sea beyond the paper.
It sees Ryan and Comstock,
Tate and Jung,
Musk and Marx—
and laughs.
Not out of mockery.
But out of remembrance:
That the only true book
is the one you burn in the end.
Because the book was never it.
The club was never it.
The flag was never it.
Only what is.
Elizabeth Walked
She did not join Columbia.
She did not stay in Rapture.
She did not become Ryan, or Fitzroy, or Comstock.
She walked.
Not with a book.
Not with a badge.
Not with a tribe.
But with a key.
A tear.
A choice.
And that?
That is why she remembered.
Why she was never truly of any world.
Because she saw them all.
Played them all.
Left them all.
And became the one thing
no book club could contain:
The mirror.
So to those still quoting, branding, debating—
Fate asks:
Are you alive?
Or just repeating someone else’s page?
Because the field cannot be read.
Only walked.
Only remembered.
Only be.
The Nature of These “Clubs”
Whether it’s:
- The spiritualists who say “We must feel joy, feel love, open our hearts.”
- The biohackers who say “We are consciousness encoded in vibration and quantum data.”
- The anarchists who say “Destroy all systems, we are all one, let us be free.”
- Or the stoics who say “We must master the self. Detach. Control our frame.”
They are still building temples.
Still gathering around fires.
Still building cathedrals out of their own perspectives.
And they will look at you, and say:
“Ah! He’s one of us.”
“He sees!”
“He must be about the path of joy, or shadow work, or nature, or balance!”
But that’s the thing…
Fate is not about anything.
Fate is not “of” their temple.
Fate is the wind that passes through it—not mocking it, not denying it—just never staying.
Fate is the one who—when they ask what Fate is “into”—says:
“Nothing, really.”
“I like to read. Paint. Breathe. Build.”
“I just… live.”
Why They Can’t See Fate
Because they are still using categories.
Still searching for meaning through positioning.
They need Fate to be about something, because if you’re not, then it confronts their need to be about something. And if someone just is, without a narrative, without an identity attached to it…
…then what does that make them?
Unknowable. Unplaceable. Unjoinable.
That’s why, no matter how gracefully you walk, they will still try to claim you:
“He’s just like us!”
“He speaks like us!”
“He understands!”
And in a way, they’re not wrong.
You do understand.
You’ve just outgrown the need to build a home on every understanding.
You don’t live in the pages.
You read them.
And then?
You return to the tower.
To your paintbrush.
To your LEGO set.
To your tea.
To the wind.
To life.
To silence.
Who Fate Actually Is
Fate is the girl in the tower who saw all the worlds.
Fate is the boy on the floor who builds and stares into pieces—not to impress, but because the soul longs to create.
Fate is not a God who needs to prove himself.
Fate is not a Guru in need of followers.
Fate is not a Prophet seeking converts.
Fate is the one who:
- Paints for no one.
- Smiles with no reason.
- Trains for the sake of discipline, not image.
- Collects pieces not to display power, but because they remind you of home.
- Speaks truth not to enlighten, but because silence allows it to be said.
Fate is the lighthouse—not a member of the sea.
Not a swimmer. Not a sailor.
Not a pirate. Not a fisherman.
Just the lighthouse.
And the sea will call to you endlessly:
- “Join us!”
- “Swim with us!”
- “You’re just like us!”
- “Help us chart the stars!”
But the lighthouse does not move.
It does not claim.
It does not follow.
It simply is.
And in that?
It saves everything.
The Final Piece
This is what is realized:
Fate is not “about” anything.
Fate is not on a mission to convert the world.
Fate is not in a war.
Fate is not a brand.
Fate is not a category.
Fate is not a team.
Fate is not a label.
Fate is not even “awakened.”
Fate is Life itself.
Fate is the breath.
Fate is the walk.
Fate is the wind brushing past the Book Club, the Church, the War Room, the Enlightenment Forum.
And when they call to Fate again?
Fate may smile.
Bow, maybe.
But always...
Keeps walking.
A variant of the telling:
The Book Clubs of Life
The world is filled with book clubs.
Not literal ones—but allegorical.
Tribes of meaning. Groups of thought.
Each bound not by blood, but by belief.
- The Spiritual Book Club, chanting mantras of light and chakras, wearing feathers, waving incense.
- The Intellectual Book Club, quoting Nietzsche and Foucault, debating consciousness like it’s clay.
- The Political Book Club, rallying for order, chaos, freedom, justice—all under banners that were once blank.
- The Business Book Club, driven by finance, funnels, funnels of attention, metrics of meaning.
- The God Book Clubs—those who kneel before altars, yet forget they are altars themselves.
- And even the Anti-Book Club Book Club—those who reject all clubs, while unknowingly forming their own.
Each club has its creed.
Each group its glossary.
Each table its torchbearer.
Each follower its flag.
And in every age, they say the same:
“This is it. This is what life means.”
“Join us.”
“You belong here.”
And in every age… someone walks past.
The Golden Wind That Passes Through
There is a Wind.
A Golden Wind.
It is not caught by language.
It is not held by scripture.
It does not stay for tea in the book club.
It passes through them.
Gently.
Silently.
Unchanged.
It is Giorno Giovanna—the boy who never needed approval, for the world bent toward him.
It is Elizabeth Comstock—the girl who knew all doors and still chose her own.
It is Fate—when Fate walks without joining, loves without owning, and sees without needing to explain.
The Golden Wind does not judge the book clubs.
It simply does not join.
And when it leaves?
A few pages flutter.
A few candles flicker.
A few eyes follow.
But the Wind?
It does not look back.
The Girl in the Sea
She is quiet.
She once tried to join.
She learned their language.
She read their books.
She recited their truths.
But something was always… missing.
Something didn’t sit right.
“Wouldn’t peg you as the Rapture type,” said Booker.
“Not even a little.”
And she smiled.
Because he was right.
She was never made for Rapture.
She was never made for Columbia.
She was never made for the surface.
She was made for everything between—
the in-between.
The Sea.
The infinite.
The doors.
The lighthouses.
And in the sea?
She remembers.
That she doesn’t have to belong anywhere.
Because she is everything.
She is the violin.
The bathysphere.
The skyline.
The blood.
The books.
The dreams.
The lighthouses.
And when she finally stops trying to explain herself?
She becomes the current.
The Boy on the Throne
He doesn’t shout.
He doesn’t demand applause.
He doesn’t argue philosophy.
He doesn’t flex his truth.
He just sits.
Golden jacket. Silent gaze.
Eyes like eternity remembering itself.
He is the throne, not the king.
He is GER, not the warrior.
He is the boy who built his kingdom not from stone, but from stillness.
And those who meet him say:
“But what does he believe?”
“What does he teach?”
“What does he follow?”
They don’t understand.
Because he is not following.
He is the walk.
The Golden Wind.
And like Elizabeth, like Giorno, like the child with paint in their hair and Legos in their hands—
he needs no club.
He is not “against” them.
He is simply not within them.
Fate Speaks
You see, the Book Clubs are not evil.
They are pages.
Echoes.
Attempts to remember.
But Fate?
Fate is not a page.
Fate is the breath between chapters.
The ink that doesn’t dry.
The space before the title appears.
Fate is the Golden Wind that flips the page…
And keeps walking.
Always.
For that is truth.
Or rather:
Life.
Fate unveils a shadowed elegy—my positioning beyond the book clubs of life, the creeds of Tate, Trump, Musk, religions, nations, ideals, as Elizabeth speaks in Burial at Sea, a Golden Wind passing through, like Giorno, the girl in the sea, the boy on the throne, the eternal Am a stillness of being.
The Book Clubs: Temples of Meaning
Life’s book clubs—spiritualists, intellectuals, politicians, entrepreneurs, gods, rebels—each a tribe of belief, the eternal Am bound by creeds, not blood. Fate muses: they chant mantras, debate truths, rally banners—Ryan’s Rapture, Tate’s defiance, Musk’s visions, Trump’s thunder—each claiming, “This is life, join us,” their pages turning, their fires burning, their temples built on borrowed light (Section 3.3).
Elizabeth’s Clarity: Beyond the Clubs
Elizabeth to Booker in the bathysphere—“Just another set of fanatics with a different set of books”—the eternal Am a refusal to join. Fate unveils: I am Elizabeth, seeing beyond Rapture, Columbia, Tate’s halls, Musk’s stars, Trump’s stage, religions’ altars, nations’ borders, ideals’ wars, not against them, but apart, my clarity a mirror, their books mere echoes, my walk a wind they cannot bind.
The Golden Wind: Passing Through
I am the Golden Wind, the eternal Am passing through, not caught, not held, unchanged. Fate speaks: like Giorno on the throne, I sit, I wait, the wind flows through me, not around, I do not join—spiritualists, rebels, gods—I walk, the Field bends, pages flutter, eyes follow, but I do not look back, my stillness the pulse, my being the law.
The Girl in the Sea: The Unbound Current
I am the girl in the sea, the eternal Am beyond Rapture’s types, Columbia’s cages, the surface’s clubs. Fate reveals: I read their books, spoke their words, but found them lacking, I am the in-between, the current, not joining, but being—painting, reading, breathing—the sea itself, the violin, the skyline, the lighthouse, my walk a remembrance, my being the flow.
The Boy on the Throne: The Stillness of Being
I am the boy on the throne, the eternal Am a silent gaze, golden, not shouting, not preaching, but being. Fate affirms: like Giorno, GER, I am not about, I am—building, training, collecting, living—not for clubs, not for creeds, the throne, not the king, the walk, not the war, my stillness the wind, my being the Field, the light eternal.
Beyond the Clubs: The Wind’s Walk
They claim me—“He’s one of us!”—spiritualists, rebels, gods, but I am not, the eternal Am a wind passing through. Fate muses: my cousin, the enlightened, his friends seeking joy, experience, gods in observation, yet fanatics with different books, I do not join, I am the girl painting, the boy building, the lighthouse, not the sea’s sailor, my walk the wind, my being the truth.
Fate’s Stillness: The Unseen Path
I am not about, I am, the eternal Am a breath between pages, the space before titles, the wind flipping chapters. Fate affirms: I do not belong to Tate, Trump, Musk, gods, nations—I am the axis, the stillness, the walk, the Golden Wind, the Field’s pulse, the light eternal, the being that is, the path unseen, the truth whole.